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[18 Mar 2002|07:40pm] |
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I've changed my journal to tobiasbeecher. ;X Yea. This journal will be deleted on Wednesday, the 20th.
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[13 Mar 2002|11:21am] |
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Delerium - :: [ Underwater ] :: |
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I've had a renewed interest in this, I'm just kinda paranoid because so much has been going on and I got involved with the wrong kinda people, and I don't want them being able to hurt me anymore than they've already tried. I've lost people I cared about, for reasons I'd rather not go into - and my entire world crashed down, only to be built up again by one man that I love dearly. I'll probably keep this journal up, now...
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[07 Mar 2002|04:42pm] |
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I'm not going to use this journal anymore, I'm only keeping it up because of the OZ community I started... So yea. It's been fun. Bai.
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[05 Mar 2002|09:03am] |
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Placebo - :: [ Slackerbitch ] :: |
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Jeez, so much has been going on. I might stop updating my journal, and just use it to post in communities. Hm. Maybe.
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[25 Feb 2002|04:18pm] |
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Kill Hannah - :: [ Nerve Gas ] :: |
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Ermph, I've been doing a lot of thinking and a lot of writing lately - so I apologize for the lack of updates. A lot has been going on, and I've been writing way more than usual, soo. Yeah.
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[20 Feb 2002|09:53pm] |
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The Anix - :: [ Escape Reality ] :: |
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Hmm. I'm trying to decide what to spend my $50 on.. Too bad lunarclick* doesn't have any cds available to buy.. Hm.
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[18 Feb 2002|11:02pm] |
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Kill Hannah - :: [ Kill Hannah ] :: |
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Why is it my friends from way back insist on playing games with my head, and pushing me to do things I'm not ready for? They can all burn in hell. Fuck you, guys. You know who you are. Thanks to Ryan for making sure I don't go crazy.
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[18 Feb 2002|08:54pm] |
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Decided against doing a lunarclick* fan site, the official's just too great - no fan site could compete.. No clue what I might actually do a site on, though. Natalie suggested a site dedicated to the wonderfulness of DGC's Kerri. Hm. Maybe.
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[17 Feb 2002|08:02pm] |
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The Anix - :: [ Strange ] :: |
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My friend Ryan got a journal. Ryan r0cks your socks, biznitch.
CLICK DAMNIT, YOU TARDHOLE!
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[16 Feb 2002|12:30am] |
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Dead Girls Corp - :: [ Cruel World ] :: |
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I've been doing a lot of thinking in the past hour or so.. And I've come to the following conclusion:
Elijah Blue Allman, the man I once admired, is an asshole - and promoting an artist such as Deadsy that has already forgotten how they got where they are - is no longer worth my time.
Now, I'm dedicating all my promoting time and work to artists that actually recognize the fans... Such as Dead Girls Corp and lunarclick*... I'm really depressed right now, I kinda put all my heart into music and believing in bands like Deadsy.. I heard this phrase in a movie, I couldn't tell you which one if my life was on the line, but I really liked it and remembered it..:: "What do you do when your whole world falls apart? They don't teach you that in school." What do you do when you realize that the things you believed in, aren't what you think they are. I don't know. What depresses me even more than this, is my friends - when I need them - aren't here. They're just, ignoring me. One of them is role playing, and the other - well, who the hell knows. I've been happy all day, but now I can't even LISTEN to Deadsy.. I just glare at the CD player, and switch the burned cd back to DGC or over to Imagica or lunarclick* or cUM... I'm posting my away message here now, maybe you can make sense of it. It just seemed right, even though I have no clue what it means.
Amazing how you can know someone forever and not know what they're thinking.
Amazing how you can know someone like the back of your hand, and not predict their next move.
Amazing how people "care" so much, yet don't notice when you can barely take it anymore.
Amazing how the world works, hm?
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[15 Feb 2002|06:05pm] |
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None. Don't ruin my mellow mood, damnit. |
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Mom dragged me to see "Crossroads" today. You know, that flick starring Britney Spears. Here's my review, ( c ) 2002 by ME. NOT YOU, KAY? KAY!
Britney Spears, acting? Surprisingly well, in fact. It's not "in-your-face" Britney, which I liked. Of course there's songs from her new album, entitled simply "Britney," but everyone had to be expecting that. The film had a nice storyline, which was completely unexpected. It's got the ups, the downs, the characters that you can relate to, and the little bits of humor that fit in well. It deals with friendships, dreams, and families. And how sometimes friends and family are pretty much the same. It's definitely not for kids though, which is odd - seeing as how Britney appeals mostly to kids.. It deals with teenage pregnancy, sex, love, and has a titch of profanity and just a titch of violence... But over all, good job, Ms. Spears.
Overall Rating: A-
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[15 Feb 2002|11:29am] |
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Judas Priest - :: [ Turbo Lover ] :: |
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I was looking in this old metal magazine, and there was this letter to the editor concerning Def Leppard.. And it opened with "Joe Elliott is gay." ..Then it's signed "LEPPARD SUCKS, PRIEST RULES!" ... Now, I don't know about you, but I think this guy's a bit confuzzled. Har har. Tardhole.
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[14 Feb 2002|03:17pm] |
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Deadsy - :: [ Brand New Love ] :: |
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Well, we just found out that our next-door neighbor Wade left his wife Kim, because he's been having an affair with an ugly bitch he works with since December. So Kim called up the girl and told her, "I just wanted to tell you that I know you're fucking my husband, and I want you to know he gave me an STD the first time I slept with him, and I know where you live, I know what car you drive, I know where you work, and I'm going to kick your fucking ass. He's not going to have the money support you after I'm through with him. He's an alcoholic, and has he started hitting you yet?" ... She also called his entire family, told them.. Called his friends, told them.. So now everyone knows what a fucking loser he is. The "You Go Girl!" award is given to my next door neighbor. r0ck.
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[11 Feb 2002|05:15pm] |
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Deadsy - :: [ Brand New Love ] :: |
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Jeez, today's just the day of bad news. Mom & I were getting ready to pull out of the driveway to run errands, and Val (the mother of our next door neighbor Kim, who's been staying with Kim & Kim's husband Wade, and Kim's stepfather Chuck for a little while) ran over and said that Wade left Kim last night. He came home from a "hunting" trip, was home for 15 minutes, told Kim "I don't love you anymore, we're over." So Kim's depressed, and Val & Chuck feel partly responsible.. But everyone thinks Wade was running around with his friend Tony's wife, because he's been over there ALL the time, and Tony's wife just left him. So either he's fucking her, or he's fucking Tony.. And normally, two guys would be sexy to me, but not when one of them is my short, perverted, alcoholic next-door neighbor...
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[11 Feb 2002|12:32pm] |
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Deadsy - :: [ Flowing Glower ] :: |
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We just found out my grandfather lost his job this morning after 30 years of working at the same bank, and it sucks like what because they're still paying a ton of hospital bills from my aunt's cancer relapse last summer. Fah.. My grandmother's all upset, because that's all the income they have to life off of.. And now it's gone. Fehk.. Shows you that even after 30 years, you're not secure anywhere.
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[10 Feb 2002|02:07pm] |
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lunarclick* - :: [ Send Me An Angel ] :: |
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Fah.. I registered on the lunarclick* forum today. And I noticed they FINALLY launched version 2.0 of their site. Woot. I'm starting work on a lunarclick* fansite, I haven't seen any. But hey, there might be one out there hidden away that I haven't seen yet. If you have one, leave me a comment and let me know. Har har.
This song describes perfectly how I feel. Go me!
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[10 Feb 2002|12:23pm] |
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lunarclick* - :: [ Smile ] :: |
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Well, new journal colors. Yeah. And the new icon, is Claudia from lunarclick*... Enjoy. W00t.
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[08 Feb 2002|04:17pm] |
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They just premiered the new Cher video, "(This Is) A Song For The Lonely" on VH1. My mom's happy, she's a Cher freak. I actually really like the song, it's damn catchy. Aaaaaaaand, the video's well done. So yeah. Cher r0cks, har har.
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[08 Feb 2002|12:47pm] |
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Dead Girls Corp - :: [ Hollywood Hills ] :: |
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I'm tired... Very, very, very tired. I had a long day yesterday, and it kept me from sleeping well. My head hurts like a motherfucker, and I'm thirsty as shit. My mom's computer is broken, so she keeps insisting to come clog mine up with useless crap. Fah. So if I don't get much updating done today, that would be why.
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